Well anyway, just a short update since I’ve been neglecting my blog. Just 4 more days to year 2010! Very excited to see what God has in store for me next year. I’ll talk more about that in my next post..

So I’ve graduated.. Yay?
I will be studying animation at QANTM for the next 2 years.

It’s amazing how God just made everything go according to plan.. I remember the other time when I thought I wouldn’t be able to graduate because I failed a subject but God took control of the whole situation and I got a called from the university stating that I only needed one mark to pass so push up my grade and I didn’t even need to do a supplementary exam! It still feels so unreal.

But yeah, it was a reminder to me that God is watching over all of us and we don’t really need to have a reason to stop and worry.

There are a lot of things I’m still don’t know and unsure of but I do know I have nothing to worry about. We constantly forget things and sometimes it just slips from our mind but this is one thing we shouldn’t forget.

We need to take the time to remind ourselves how well He took care of us all this time. Just look out the window and watch the birds. They literally do not know where their next meal is coming from yet, but they don’t just sit on a tree branch having a nervous breakdown due to worry.

On Matthew 6:26, the bible said look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

This is my simple reminder to myself. I hope in some way that this encourages you as well as it did for me

I remember seeing this in the speedo store at 1 Utama with the girls and we were so desperate to take a photo of it but were scared they will chase us away. No need for that anymore I guess. It’s all over the Internet.

If I were them, I rather not swim. No offence la but that whole swimwear is going to be sooo heavy! Like swimming with a plastic bag full of cottons… Or simply, it’s like swimming with your whole clothes on. Don’t need to swim liao.

For those for think it’s awesome, good on ya. Now back to study… One more week!

Thank you for bringing this far. I’m 21 years old and I dedicate this life to You. Thank You for placing me right here and changing me for the better for the couple of years. Most of all, I thank you so much for all the friends and family You’ve placed upon my life. I can’t ask for anything more than this. It’s the best gift I can ever get. I’m eternally grateful.

I’m struggling so much, sometimes I just want to break down and cry it out. Okay, I did but that never helped. It will definitely won’t keep my problems away. It’s hard to juggle around with all these things right now, and really need to find that balance to keep myself in control.

Putting God in the center of my life, in everything I do, is the reason why I’m able to stand where I am right now. But the weight of all this crap are so heavy that at THIS instance, I just want to drop it all down and leave it. I know deep down that God wouldn’t let me go through this just because He wants me to suffer.. I know it’s another test! To see if I still put Him first. Well, He definitely put all this weight knowing I’m still able to keep walking and moving with all the weight on my shoulders.

Okay, all I wanted to say is… I am TIRED. EXHAUSTED. I don’t know if I keep up the pace any longer. But I’m doing what I can. I don’t know what’s God’s plan for me, but I’m going to just trust in Him and whatever turns out for me, it must be what He wants for me, and I will have to learn to accept it, good or bad, either way, I’m sure it’s for my own good. I really do believe that. I really thank God for the people He placed in my life right now…You know who you are, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Telling me that you have faith in me is enough to keep me going.

So the source of my strength? Definitely God.

just2moreweeks. sustain me Lord. please don’t let me cry over this matter again. keeping my head up.

I’ve said I’ll fast msn/facebook/google talk/twitter/youtube but I did not say I’ll fast blogging! Hahahaha…

Okay, I haven’t blogged for a long time. But I think use this opportunity to wish my mummy a happy birthday! (It’s tomorrow but I thought I should post this up today so I can concentrate on my assignment :])

[this picture is dated July 2008 when you got me my pretty camera! wow time flies...and i look fat haha, nah i always wanted to say that.. just like how mummy always say that you yourself look young :p perasan!]

I hope you’ll enjoy your BBQ with your friends! Make sure you remember to try out the marshmallows.. I still can’t believe you never tried marshmallows before! How can la

Anyways, I couldn’t ask for a better mum :] You are special to all of us in your own unique way, and that’s what I like about you. You’ve made me who I am today.. But I do hope I don’t inherit your sense of humour… hahaha I think I inherit enough from you already

I love you! I will definitely call you tomorrow after my class.. You probably won’t see this post any time soon (knowing you!).

I can’t wait for you and daddy to come soon! Probably about..8 more weeks to go? :]

I’m going to make sure I pass all my subjects so you don’t come here in vain… so bear with me for this couple of weeks okay?

Alright, back to my assignment.

love lots,

your eldest daughter

No seriously, please say you like it!! Because I really do hahahahaha. *ahem* anywayss…

It’s a little different to what I normally do. And believe me, the stitching is harder to do on photoshop than on a real clothing. Took me an hour to get used to it. But once you get used to it, you can stitch all the way! It’s pretty fun!!

And it was very fun to do!! The whole thing took me 2 hours to complete it, but it was worth it. 

Here’s to wishing that this dust storm will go away soon (yes you heard me right mum & dad, we’re having a blast here with a happy dust storm storming away…)

…with a very happy ablaze splash design this week

How I wish Mei (my skunkie) was here to share my joy…

I’m so blessed to be part of this ministry cause I really enjoy it and although it can be stressful at times (especially when it comes to deadlines!), but it teaches me to be more responsible with the work I’m dealing with and also with time. The only ministry where I can do whatever I want (in creative sense) with the multimedia and designs I’m working on. The only thing I don’t do is watch the multimedia I made on a big screen like in church. I don’t know why, but I can’t haha. So now you know, don’t make me watch it

I dreamt something very strange last night. Have you ever dreamt of a dream that ends with an ending? Well I never… until today. It was just weird. Curious about it? Just keep reading…

I had a dream. I thought it was a nightmare because I couldn’t wake up from it. But then it turns out alright. More than alright, it was bizarre. God reminded me of the past, the present, and the future that is not revealed to me yet. He also showed me amazing things. Something that gives me hope, and something to strive for, for the future. It may not be pretty, but He gave us one life to live, and I’m not going to waste it by dwelling in the past. Gonna throw this emotional baggages crap once and for all..

The dream I dreamt was situated at a place that is non-existing in this world.. it wasn’t heaven, but the place was beautiful. I’ve tried to find pictures that are similar to what I dreamt and this is the closest I can find. It has blue-ish glow everywhere but it’s not under the sea.. I still can remember the place vividly. The place contains items from the past and the future… very similar to a museum, but a cooler version of it

That’s all I’m going to tell you guys about it haha.. If you want to know more about my dream, just ask me personally.

Was the dream from God? Or just another silly dream made of cotton candy? (mmm cotton candy..)

At first I wrote my whole dream here but then that would be too freaky haha…

This took longer than I expected. The result is not the effect I wanted to achieve but it somehow turn out alright? Well, I think soo… Anyway short update about me.. I’m going to QANTM next year! Woohoo! Finally, gonna study something I’ve been dreaming of since.. I was 12. I really thank God for giving me an opportunity to have a shot at this.. I never thought I would be able to do it, but I’m glad everything went well and my parents even supported me on this decision! I’m soooo blessed to be part of this family ((:

Did you know 3 years ago they forbid me to study this?

God can really surprise us when we least expected…

But nevertheless, I’m not going to let go of this dream and I’m gonna make it come to reality! For nothing is impossible with God.

this is an easy one. the only effects i’ve used are gradient, motion blur and layer overlay/screen.

2 hours work… not too bad for a last minute job eh XD

Use me to do what You want me to do.

Please don’t pass me by.

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I want to be the seed that grows on good soil and not on rocks. (: